da ROcK symbOL of ME = my guiTar

ak terpanDang plaK gitaR kesayangaN ak yg tersanDAR kat dindinG. Lama da ak x pgg gitar 2. Agk2 last ak pgg ada kot semalam! Hahaha! Lama sgt laa. I really love my guitar. 1 of my way 2 release all da stress is by playing guitar. Tp 2 laa, kdg2 bila marah, asa mcm nk campak je gitar 2. Biasa la, kdg2 kn kita jd x tntu hala bila kt berada d bwh pengaruh syaitan n iblis. Haaa..ak tringat 1 isu,

haraM ato x kalau maiN gitar?

Ak pon sebenarnya x brapa taw sgt psl ni. Tp yg ak taw, gabus kan alat muzik yg dimainkan sejak zaman dulu by org2 islam. btOL x? Gabus 2 pkai tali gak, n perlu di petik utk dimainkan. So, sma je mcm gitar. X kan bnda 2 haram? Kalau ak salah tntg ni, plsss correct me. Apa2 pon, ak main gitar sbb ak minat n btl2 nk plajari gitar smpai ak pro cM BILLIE JOE. N ak sma skali x da niat lain. I’m really into diz stuff.

pape poN, gitar ni da ada ngn ak sinCE ak forM 2. lma gak tu.. yg ak igt, ms mula2 dlu, husbanD teacher mazian la berjaSa kat ak..hehehe..teacher mazian 2 cekgu b.i ak ms skola rendaH.. husband dia la yg bg kat ak bku 'how to play a guitar'. ak blaja n kenal kord dlu. juJo ak ckp, x snG nk blja gitar ni, unless kita btl2 mnt bru bley. dlu ak cm nk ptus asa ja men gtar ni. lps je ak men 1 ato 2 lagu mcm 2, jari tgn kiri ak PEDIH bkn maen. mcm disiat2. serius ak ckp, mmg PEDIH sampai ak balut plaster kat jari ak ni. tp dsbbkn ak btl2 mnt nk blaja gak, ak truskan. 2 pkara biasa kalau mula2 maen gitar. bila da lama2, x kan pedih lg da.. yg pnting, kne ada
ENTHUSIASM..

skang ni pon, kalu ak nak maen 1 lagu tu, ak cri kord yg sng utk lagU tu. yg ak bley maen ngan lancar poN kord A, Am, C, D, Dm, G, E, Em, F, Am7 & laen2. payah gak la nak bg lancar tukar kord. mcm ak ckp laa.. pedih jari. hehe. BUT IT'S WORTH IT. bila dpt main penuh 1 lagu dr awal sampai akhir, ak akn asa 1 SATISFACTION.

YES dats trUe. It feels like u hv accomplished sumtin dat make u satisfied.
If u r satisfied, then u'll be hapy. hapy 4 all da hard work dat u gone through while in da process of learning guitaR. IT'S REALLY WORTH IT.



masa mula2 dlu, ak practice dgn lagu NOBODY's HOME by Avril Lavigne.
dlm lagu 2, dia cuma guna kord2 yg basic. so, mmg sesuai la kalu nk practice. lg pON, ak mmg mnt AVRIL LAVIGNE. :)
find songs dat u really love.
bila kita practice ngn lagu yg kita mnt, insyallah slow2 kita bley catch up.
bila kita mnt sumting, kita akn wat pkara tu ngan bersungguh2.

agree with me?
u better be.

MY QUOTES TODAY

'TRY TO LOVE WHAT YOU HAVE, DON'T TRY TO HAVE WHAT YOU LOVE'

KERU (MY BELOVED CAT)

ari ni ak x btOi2 x taw nk wt pe. BToi2 buntU laa. peninG mikiR kan apa yG bleH d waT. pagi2 tD spUpU ak dtG. bwK baBY yg mak doRg slalU ngaSUh. COmeeLL budak nya.pastU depa blK ak x taw nk wt pa. Last2, ak perhati KERU je laa. kacaU die tgH duK jilat2 buLu dia yg kOnon2 nya bersiH sgT. Ak geLi ati laa tgK telataH dia ni. KelakaR. KLau dia tgH duK jilat buLU dia 2, jGn la sapa2 pON p kacau dia. ahahahah. tp ak kacaU gak. kdG2 tu, ak kena cakaR. SERVES ME RIGHT. ak yg gataL kacAu dia.dia naek hanGIN dia bg la penanGan kUKU dia kat ak.. wakakaka..

i'm getting TOO EMOTIONAL

I thought I had control
But I slipped, and I don’t, and I don’t know where to go
I thought I knew it all
But all I do is think about the next time I see you
I thought I had control
But we kissed, and I slipped and I don’t know where to go
All I really know;
It’s getting too emotional


When you came to me
Yeah, I thought you’d be like every other guy that I’d ever met
We’d hang for a while then I’d soon forget you
But this is something new
I was not prepared to wonder where you are when you’re not with me
This feels so crazy


It’s a strange feeling
To care about someone, I guess I never really did untill I met you, boy
How was I to know how you would affect me?
They say I talk too much
I talk too much about you
The definition of being out of control and I don’t wanna feel this anymore



I get this feeling inside my heart when
You come around, and when we’re apart then
I feel so torn up inside
I’ve gotta get control of my life

MIND VS HEART

2nite i really2 feel confUse! I'm in totAl cOnfusiOn! i can't understanD myseLf sUmtimes. Who is it dat i really want? hiM? Do i really wanT him?

ok..there's a guY..he's mY ex-bOy..it's been sOooooo lOng dat i didn't get in toUch with hiM..sOO lonG dat anything can happeN in dat tiMe we were apaRT..buT stiLL, i can't get hiM ouT of mY minD. i juZ can't.. & now, he's herE..finaLLy, I get in toUch with hiM ONCE AGAIN.

i think i'm getting crazier eacH daY when i thinK aboUt diz mattER.
in da deeP corneR of my heaRT, i still believE dat we are meAnt 4 eacH other but suMhow all thOse memOries behinD me made me wanT 2 breaK da boNd betweeN us..



but da truth iz, I CAN'T push him froM my MIND & HEART

SHOULD I TRUST MY HEART OR MIND?????????


MIND = NO, I DON'T WANT HIM (i think)


HEART = YES, I DO WANT HIM (i feel)

wUT a day!!

hUhhh.. wut a daY..

i gotta do a new bLog bcUz i forgoT da passWord 4 da oLd bLog..

LaMe huh?

well, i caN stiLL be aliVe heRe ritE in diZ new bLog

me?

im stilL me froM thoSE daYs,


BUT

da DIFFERENCE>>>>

i'm a lOt more

>prePared
>stroNger
>motiVated


CUZ i kNOw dat GOD will always be witH me as lONg aS i didn't straY awaY froM da trUe line.....

BE STRONG